I have always had an obsession with time. Worried that I wouldn’t meet my potential, worried I would miss out, worried that I would basically not have enough time. This led to a consciousness of the inevitability of Death (and a non-morbid fascination with it). I have a precision clock chiming ever louder inside me.
`If you really love life you’re walking in the shadow of death all the time…’ said Francis Bacon, he also pointed out “Death is the shadow of life and the more one is obsessed with life the more one is obsessed with death”.